May 11, 2019

...My world caved in. I felt more alone and scared than i ever had before. I felt like I’d failed, before I’d even begun. To begin with I couldn’t even tell my family. I clung to the hope that everything would work out, but as the days slipped into weeks, and the week...

May 10, 2019

...I think I had a bit of a ‘lost’ time of my life in my twenties where my life did not seem to be going according to my grand plan and I had a strong sense that I was ‘wasting’ my life. I lost my direction.

May 8, 2019

Fresh humbling going on every day. Being alive is a constantly embarrassing show of amateurism and improvisation! Writing this is very humbling.

May 7, 2019

Now that I am touching sixty I have so much more confidence in myself and I find it easier to take risks and really put myself out there. I suppose I figure it is now or never.

May 6, 2019

...I remember thinking to myself how red the water looked as the jam flowed down the drain and terrified myself with thoughts that I could easily use the razor to cut my forearm and bleed out in the shower.

May 5, 2019

Some days it's impossible and you believe it all - doubts, unreasonable critics, frames what you supposed to be and do, expectations, and the biggest of them all - that you are not enough.

November 6, 2018

A few thoughts on defining what the frog they talking about when they say all that gloom about selflove?